It’s hard to believe that Lentil should be four today. Time really is a great healer. I love Lentil so much and I always will. There will always be a huge hole in my life where my boy should be, he will be missed and … Continue reading Happy Birthday Lentil
Juniper, now that you’re turning three,
I’m starting to wonder just what you might be?
A marine biologist? With your love of swimming and rays?
An accountant? Will you find your love of numbers pays?
Maybe you’ll be an artist or a songwriter?
Whatever you choose, your future couldn’t be brighter.
You’re clever, you’re funny, you constantly amaze me
You fill me with love and you drive me crazy
You’re headstrong, you’re bold, you’re as kind as can be
Sometimes I can’t believe you’re only just three!
You will never fully know the effect that you had
On both your mum and your besotted dad
When you came along we were broken, our lives had been shattered,
Our hearts were in pieces, they were bruised and battered
Then you arrived and you showed us it would all be ok
With your smile and your giggle you led the way
You make the lives around you that little bit richer
Just by being there in the picture
Since you came bursting into the world kicking and screaming
It’s not often that I’ve stopped beaming
You fill my heart with love and with pride
I’m completely biased but I think it’s justified
My little girl, you’ll do big things
When I think of you my heart simply sings
I love you, I adore you, I’m so glad you’re mine,
I’ll be there for you until the end of time.
Sorry I’ve been so quiet, just a quick one to let you know that Lowenna Kit Evans arrived safely on New Year’s Eve via c-section. 7lb 10oz of gorgeous loveliness and she looks so similar to her big sister!
Yesterday we discovered that Lentil and Pip are gaining a little brother or sister. It’s really early days and a lot could go wrong, so why am I announcing it now? I’ve realised that however long I get to keep this baby for, whether it’s … Continue reading Introducing Kit / And Then There Were Three…
Feeling sad about a few things and tears start rolling down my cheeks. Pip is eating dinner and watching Patchwork Pals so I quickly wipe the tears away not wanting her to know I’m upset. She looks at me and points at my hand, I … Continue reading Empathy
It’s been such a long time since I wrote a blog post, I guess it’s a support that I’m needing less and less but I was recently reminded that I’m still pretty fragile. A few weeks ago I had what I can only describe as … Continue reading An Idle Mind Can Be A Dangerous Thing
I find it really hard to believe that this is our third Christmas without Lentil. He should be 2.5 years old, mischievous, cheeky, full of energy, full of life. I think that it’s only now, when I have my beautiful 18 month old daughter, that … Continue reading Christmas Number Three